A Simple Complication

Sometimes I wonder where my perseverance and high ambitions are meant to take me. I am okay who I am now, but I keep telling myself to get better.

And so I keep running when others are walking. Keep chasing star after star, keep thinking thought after thought. I push myself, even when no one's behind me. Sometimes a little too hard, that I fall, with no one else to blame but myself. Because I pushed me.

I love to think that I'm doing all these for my future soulmate and family. But I will find out that we've gone one complete circle after another to find each other at the very beginning, where we started. (But if we didn't complete our own circles before meeting back, we wouldn't have touched. This is the beauty of life. That's why it's called a circle.)

I cannot stand complacence. If there is one thing a Gemini hates most, it is boredom. And I hate boredom to a fault. I hate it to the extent that I challenge everything conventional.

I love to challenge the unnecessary boundaries we create in the things we do. Everything is simple in nature. It's us the humans that love to complicate our own work; we love to stack ten books on our tables, when we only need a page out of one. And if we're able to take one step back and see the fact that we only need one page and not ten books, then we have succeeded in simplifying our tasks.

"The most brilliant ideas are so simple no one else could have thought them up", to paraphrase Dr. E. Qualsam-Seesquare Einstein.

Simplicity is key.

And I guess I have contradicted myself by putting this thought into so many words.

But let's not fret about it; that would complicate things.