Solitary Solitaire
If there's one eccentricity of myself that even I find eccentric, is that I love being alone. I love being alone, to a fault. I see no wrong in wanting to not be disturbed, to be able to maintain a certain calmness, a peacefulness -- and not fetter it with pretentiousness and superficial words -- for the whole day.
Ten hours of silence is much better than ten superficial conversations.
I can't stand how superficial the world is. I aspire for higher thoughts, but can find no one to relate to.
Funny, after all these years, after all the achievements I've built up one by one, I still haven't succeeded in understanding myself.
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2 comments:
Ten superficial conversations.... oh gosh, this reminds me of my old days. I was really restless, and have the need to fill silences.
It's good that you're comfortable with yourself enough to accept this. Won't you get restless sometimes, from the quietness?
Ah Gianne, I'm comfortable enough to admit this -- but in terms in accepting this fact, that still needs work. Coupled with the fact that now I'm in a working environment and conversations are basically unavoidable if you want something done...
And the occasional "superficial conversation" can really get things done even faster, if you know what I mean...
It's a bundle of contradictions. But I wouldn't be the Gemini if it weren't ;)
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