Half Awake

i'm now half awake in a daze. i should be asleep, and would be -- if not for a single problem: i no longer can sleep at this time anymore. and my mind is playing tricks on me. i have some sort of happiness in me -- rest assured i did not take any drugs nor any stimulants. but this is some sort of... weird feeling inside me. very blissful, very much in comfort.

my eyes are not fully open -- but that's okay. i see perfectly enough already. nights of intentional sleeplessness has taken its toll on my eyes. but that doesn't matter.

i am in my songwriting mood, yes. my mind drifts high above my physical being. i become just another entity. yes. this is blissful. i might soon have to return, back to earth and get myself chained to reality. but i will as easily break the chain and hover back up.

that someone's face flashes in front of me time and time again and makes me smile. could it be my call for destiny has finally been answered?